Once again I have waited an extreme amount of time before posting. But what is my excuse? I've had no time? I think not. I have had all the time in the world. Right now I have to finish a term paper for History of Utah and I keep putting it off. I want to tell myself that I have just been too busy but really? busy doing what? cross stitching? sleeping? sitting in the shower for hours on end? making cards? wishing I could be out and about? Nothing pressing? I don't even make dinner anymore. No my pathetic excuses don't really justify my procrastination. Although I suppose I could use the excuse that working on this stupid, lengthy, stupid, uninteresting, stupid, arduous paper raises my blood pressure and thus us not good for me - i feel that that is a little low. Even for me. I decided that had I been attending class still I might feel a greater push or desire to finish but as I have not attended class for the last 5 weeks my motivation has plummeted. I was going to work on my paper from 11-2 since I have a doctors appointment at 2:20 - however now it is 1:51 and I have managed to avoid writing a single word. Yes I answered emails for my classes - yes I spent 45 minutes on facebook - yes I had lunch with my husband and yes i brushed my teeth but other than that I don't have much to say for myself. After my appointment...then I will work on it. I will get a ton done and relieve the nagging feeling of procrastination - after my appointment.
by the way my cross stitching blanket is almost done....
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